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from “Soft Targets”

Deborah Landau

A breath leaves the body, and wishes it could return maybe,

the news to the left and right rich with failure, terror, dither,

the bloated moon in constant charge of us like vapor—

and this did frame our constituency, even in our cozy homes

even in a painless state on the downriver, oh oblivion—

sipping champagne as another night brings forth its big dancing plan its damage.

I had a thought but it turned autumn, turned cold.

I had a body, unwearied, vital, despite the funeral in everything—

ample with bodies, covered in graves and gardens, potholes and water,

an ardent river we walked together, a wine and rising breeze.

Much trouble at hand, yet the lilies still.

That summer we sat with our backs to the street, letting time pass—

lying all afternoon in the grass as if green and insect were the world.

I am, I am, and you are, you are, we wrote, until the paper seemed a tree again

and we walked beneath it greener and unsullied afresh.

Massive powers that be, what will be?

We smoke our pipes to forget you

& mildly now we bide our time

the violence and real cities under siege,

but also filled this morning

with coffee drinkers, office workers, taxi drivers, boys on bikes.

Golden we were in the moment of conception,

and alive, as if we always would be.

Copyright © 2017 by Deborah Landau. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on October 25, 2017, by the Academy of American Poets.

Deborah Landau — Photo credit: Sarah Shatz

Deborah Landau grew up in Ann Arbor, Michigan, and earned a BA from Stanford University. She went on to receive an MA in English from Columbia University and a PhD in English and American literature from Brown University, where she was a Jacob K. Javits Fellow.

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“This poem is excerpted from a long lyric sequence, ‘Soft Targets,’ which was written after the recent terror attacks in Paris. The random cruelty of that violence—and the body’s terrible vulnerability in the city—haunted and continues to haunt me.”

—Deborah Landau

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from Blue Dark

the moon might rise and it might not
and if it brings a ghost light we will read beneath it

and if it returns to earth
we will listen for its phrases

and if I’m alone at the bedside table
I will have a ghost book to refer to

and when I lie back I’ll see its imprint
beneath my blood-red lids:

Deborah Landau

2011

from The Uses of the Body

Before you have kids,
you get a dog.

Then when you get a baby,
you wait for the dog to die.

When the dog dies,
it’s a relief.

When your babies aren’t babies,
you want a dog again.

The uses of the body,
you see where they end.

But we are only in the middle,
only mid-way.

The organs growing older in their plush pockets
ticking toward the wearing out.

We are here and soon won’t be
(despite the cozy bed stuffed dog pillows books clock).

The boy with his socks on and pajamas.
A series of accidental collisions.

Deborah Landau

2015

Domestic

At night, down the hall into the bedroom we go.
In the morning we enter the kitchen.
Places, please. On like this,

without alarm. I am the talker and taker
he is the giver and the bedroom man.
We are out of order but not broken.

He says, let’s make this one short.
She says, what do you mean?
We set out and got nearer.

Along the way some loved ones died.
Whole summers ruined that way.
Take me to the door, take me in your arms.

Mother’s been dead a decade
but her voice comes back to me now and often.

Deborah Landau

2013