The Soul has Bandaged moments –
When too appalled to stir –
She feels some ghastly Fright come up
And stop to look at her –
Salute her, with long fingers –
Caress her freezing hair –
Sip, Goblin, from the very lips
The Lover – hovered – o’er –
Unworthy, that a thought so mean
Accost a Theme – so – fair –
The soul has moments of escape –
When bursting all the doors –
She dances like a Bomb, abroad,
And swings opon the Hours,
As do the Bee – delirious borne –
Long Dungeoned from his Rose –
Touch Liberty – then know no more,
But Noon, and Paradise –
The Soul’s retaken moments –
When, Felon led along,
With shackles on the plumed feet,
And staples, in the song,
The Horror welcomes her, again,
These, are not brayed of Tongue –
The Poems of Emily Dickinson, Ralph W. Franklin ed., Cambridge, Mass.: The Belknap Press of Harvard University Press, Copyright © 1998 by the President and Fellows of Harvard College. Copyright © 1951, 1955, 1979, by the President and Fellows of Harvard College. Copyright © renewed 1979, 1983 by the President and Fellows of Harvard College. Copyright © 1914, 1918, 1919, 1924, 1929, 1930, 1932, 1935, 1937, 1942 by Martha Dickinson Bianchi. Copyright © 1952, 1957, 1958, 1963, 1965 by Mary L. Hampson.
Lately waking at an indeterminate hour,
I know no one’s looking for me.
I could walk across a bridge & back
or burrow in, king of my oscillating
fan. Minutes sag like low branches
in snow. I’m taking my adulthood slow,
like medicine. Arranging flowers in a vase
is something nice to do for yourself,
that color rush, serotonin spike, even if
they won’t survive the week. The cut stems
stripped of function, the smaller griefs
in that. Like how my niece at night stands
in her crib refusing sleep, eyelids fluttering
open, closed. Soon, all the world’s
nieces will be old enough to want another
earth, a second chance, as we warm
by degrees. We’re at a boil now, over-
flowing with want. These are trying times.
But time’s trying, asking us to stay awhile
longer inside the length of this moment.
From So Long (Four Way Books, 2023) by Jen Levitt. Copyright © 2023 by Jen Levitt. Used with the permission of the publisher.