A De Chirico head aslant on a coverlet,
body mostly flown, the dazed prayers dumb.
The ritual cigarette, the ritual drink:
incense, holy water. No ambivalence,
the woman inside fled, the whispers
I make of tenderness—hers—she sleeps through.
She's in that corridor, tunnel, the light is left on—
shut if off. But the nurse has to see the thermometer.
No ambivalence. No valence either, no speech.
My own heart stops, skids. No lingering regret or all,
sealed with stubbornness,
forgiveness a ness from a life
more fairytale, the hard breathing still, still.
A wing flaps and fear scurries out,
a mouse with a crumb it meant to eat earlier.
De Chirico empties the patio.