Map

I had no maps marking the past
neither from those that endured it nor
from those that perished when history
was burying whole cultures
in its mass graves
                              had no parents
who kept the past alive who could walk
the trail back to the world before
nations disappeared languages vanished
truth left few tracks or signposts except
a commodified noun of a town or a festival
I’ve wandered through
                                    life searching
for the language of the water and the earth
of the trees just so I can say I’m grateful
for the medicine in their animal habits
for the wind’s fortune
                                  in effaced trails
I’ve unearthed a spiritual vocabulary
a path to an archeology hidden
like a jackrabbit among the tumbleweed
I am healed by the music of wind
quenched of spiritual thirst by the patter of rain
blessed by the sentience of this earth
and I’m swept up in my dreams
as if by a bird of prey lifting my spirit
so high I can finally see all the roads
leading me to my ancestors