I’m not that unrequited lover, so bitter I flee Love.
translated from the Farsi by Haleh Liza Gafori
I’m not that unrequited lover, so bitter I flee Love.
There’s no dagger in my hand,
no urge to dodge a challenge.
I am a wooden board the carpenter sizes up.
His axe, his nails—they don’t worry me.
Let the carpenter make something of me.
If I resist, let Love’s flames have me.
I’ll be cramped and dark as a cave
if I flee the friend who finds me there.
I’ll be frustrated, dull, and barren as stone,
if I don’t step out of my petty self,
take off its tight shoes,
and wade into rubies.
How many eons must pass
before the treasures I find here appear again.
Why ignore them now?
And why not seek my noblest self?
I’m not here to be ignoble.
I don’t have a queasy stomach.
Why should I flee the tavern?
And why fear the prince?
I’m not a bandit,
though I curb my heart.
“Quit it! Enough!” I tell it foolishly.
My heart answers back,
“I’m in a gold mine, deep in gold.
Why flee your chance to give?”
From Gold: Poems by Rumi (New York Review Books, 2022). Translated from the Persian by Haleh Liza Gafori. Copyright © 2022 by Haleh Liza Gafori. Used with the permission of the author.