The Final Movement of a Late Quartet
on Beethoven’s Opus 131 in C-sharp minor
Until the last three hammer strokes batter
through its dense walls with the light of C-sharp major, this
is the darkest music we know and yet
there is no struggle here, no pain,
just death strolling around in some city it made
within us long ago, death’s version of joy,
and even the lilting, major-key second theme
is not some hope flowering over the grave or even
a long last look from our sweetest love,
but rather, death smelling the air in some
garden it planted within us long ago.
Until the last three hammer strokes
batter through with the life of C-sharp major,
no wonder we’re inclined to think
these places are not that important to us—though strange,
and undeniably beautiful—we who sit
with our ipods in the thicknesseses
of late March sun, our lovers creaking the floor downstairs,
deep in the citadel of our years.
From In Someone Else’s House (BkMK Press, 2013). Copyright © 2013 by Christian Barter. Used with the permission of the author.