The trick is that you're willing to help them. The rule is to sound like you're doing them a favor. The rule is to create a commission system. The trick is to get their number. The trick is to make it personal: No one in the world suffers like you. The trick is that you're providing a service. The rule is to keep the conversation going. The rule is their parents were foolish, their children are greedy or insane. The rule is to make them feel they've come too late. The trick is that you're willing to make exceptions. The rule is to assume their parents abused them. The trick is to sound like the one teacher they loved. And when they say "too much," give them a plan. And when they say "anger" or "rage" or "love," say "give me an example." The rule is everyone is a gypsy now. Everyone is searching for his tribe. The rule is you don't care if they ever find it. The trick is that they feel they can.
Somewhere beyond faith and grace there is
the footprint of logic lost in the purest light.
Not hidden at all, but a vehicle, a necessity, neither
mop nor bucket, but whatever gives the floor its shine.
The sun through the window pours on the floor,
and the wood glistens as if in praise.
As if a child breaking into a run. That is what I see
through the window now. A child breaking
into a run for the simple flame that must burn
and because there are such words.
Of course, I could be wailing.
Of course, the child is not a memory,
only a gesture on my part.
Yesterday, I fed a friend's cat and talked to her,
the town was emptied and filled with
snow embroidered with tire tracks.
I fed a friend's cat and she rubbed her sides against my calves.
The thing to say now is that I am in the middle of a life
in a house with the owners on holiday.
Or to say a car engine hums (the owner forgetting
the keys inside), and is on its way to a crystalline loss.
Here deduction is howling at an oncoming storm.
The thing is, I fed a friend's cat and later poured
a bowl of milk for her and she sniffed it,
barely licked it, and left.
The thought is. The life is.
I've visited graves—tombstones ten feet high.
I ran through the cemetery and laughed my Cairo laugh.
I wanted to be arrested by the police, wanted
someone to take down what I had to say.
Whatever I would have said then would have been the truth.
But there was no one there.
Only dust and a shitload of romance.
Only dust and the hum of the interstate. Detroit,
Toledo, the hitchhiker hums a foreign song.
I feed the cat and talk to her.
I take the milk away and begin to forget
and the cat stares at the missing milk.
Billions of snowflakes in between,
and the befores that follow the first before.