Before breakfast, we drive into town
to buy a Star Tribune for my father,
who usually rides along, but today sleeps late.
From the passenger seat, you stuff
my mouth with a saucer peach. For energy,
you say, my fog before food well-known.
The beige flesh tastes like jasmine.
Honey. A Persian fairy tale.
In his La-Z-Boy near the big window,
my father will read a section, nod off,
wake, read another, all afternoon.
You and I no longer bother—every day
the same: people killing, being killed.
Instead, we cook, clean. We look
after my father, keep our kids busy.
At the One-Stop, I take a copy
off the dwindling stack, set my father’s exact
change into the cashier’s tattooed hand—
my daily deadline met. Heading home,
you spot it first, uphill, in a birch,
glowing, a blue pilot light. A flaming
blue arrow shooting toward us. I can’t
stop, can’t swerve, it strikes our windshield.
I see it in the rearview mirror glance
onto the shoulder. Maybe it’s still alive,
you pray. Maybe we can put it in a box
until it’s well. So I reverse, hope it flies away.
Could I mercy-kill it under a wheel?
Standing by, we watch a wing flail once,
an eye shut, the end. Even a little death
sucks out our air. Where it hit gravel,
one feather sticks up. Such color!
Lapis-and-turquoise filigree.
We kick a shallow grave with our heels,
and deliver my father the news.
Copyright © 2025 by Yahya Frederickson. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 16, 2025, by the Academy of American Poets.