Poem-a-Day

Where, in this century, have I truly begun?
I was born afraid. And then a friend.
The friendship I had to learn, through trial
and every salt whisker of water, disappearing.

Loss made me, iron-hot, shaped me.
Without this ember grief, only burnished
light remains. Snowless.

In the great room of many volatile gods
where I keep burning. Hot grass.
Absence of trees. In which a world keeps noxiously turning
for the survival of what?     Gives loss its feral name.

Define  allegiance. Against the frame.
Who will love me when I am at last
ungovernable?     Answers the underground.

When I say I love you,
I mean before the conflagration of gods, their cruelty,
there is a door ablaze. I walk through.

All my life. Unceremonious, the morbid temperature
of a year. And then another. In the land of  despite, despite.
Let us fortify our rage. Incandescent.
Beneath the countenance of despair,
                                   you hold my face, holding me.

You have kept me. So, I am alive.
So you know how it ends.
To hear the wedding of the bees.