Van Gogh’s Violin
GOOD
Good morning, Vincent
It is early May, 1889
Time to get up and paint
Wheat Field with Rising Sun
Hurry before all the firmament
Starts to fall apart again
Right now it’s all singing
“Good morning, Vincent!”
YES YET
This remarkable day
Goes between
Because I paint it
With me in it
PERFECTLY GREAT
It would be great
To eat an apple
But there in the tree
It is perfect
Flesh covers face
Wheat covers field
PARTICLE BREAD
Flesh covers face
Wheat covers field
CLOSE-UP
My nose sticks out
A doorknob
As my poor ear grows
Like a worm back to my head
A crack, that is my brow
And yesterday is my lips
And my teeth are rocks
I walk on
MISANTHROPE, OR . . .
Shy of people
Friend to star in sky
Where am I?
In a park watching children
Play without thinking
PAINT TOUNGE
I cannot stop
To think
DETAIL
Black bites deeper
Spitting red beside my bed
Struggling through deep forest
Limb line limn time
It’s all detail! Everything!
HEIGHTENED WITH WHITE CHALK
Running chalk over my lips
Ecstasy directly transmitted
To grass blade after blade
INTERRUPT DREAM
All joy of LIFE flashes
Blinding revelation green
Simply morning, all the
Racket, all the LANGUAGE
Broken dream pours in
Nothing holds blue
Corners of REALITY
As I reach out, brush
One more tree in the garden
Under the masterful Sun
IT’S IMPORTANT
To put up with everything
As you get it down on paper
LAST PASS
Plow down the sun
Second wind, Old Bay
Last pass on this acre
Go home, go home
Wait—gold. More gold!
POTATO IN SKY
The back of the shed
Needs painting
What next!
PLYING MY TRADE
If I sit here long enough
Maybe I’ll figure out what it is
SHEAVES OF WHEAT
There is no stopping now
What I want is everything
And everything is arriving
At once to me
LIFE
Blend foreground
in background
Temperance in the midst
of ecstasy
Ha. Lalala. Fill up
Holes with death
VIOLIN
Write everything down
Throw everything away
SUNSET
This morning I raised my eye
And saw the stars
Had not moved
Sweet Death, my Love,
I will never lose you again
From Sing This One Back to Me (Coffee House Press, 2013) by Bob Holman. Copyright © 2013 by Bob Holman. Used with the permission of the publisher.