Old friend, are we there yet? You sat with me once, outside a dirty burger joint, a hard light at the windows. It was just about the ass crack of the afternoon, mountains in the distance, & I’d played a trick on you, or you’d played a trick on me, & the highway was a home to comings & goings, nothing to do with us. We had hours yet to drive. Old friend, how long should we sit here, breathing dust & gasoline, watching clouds gut themselves on the pines?
Then I Packed You Up the Ridge Like a Brother on My Back
In the blue dark I followed the ridge
toward the pines.
In a bowl of sage and dry grass
soft as the throat-hairs
of something small,
I lay down.
The sun was a long time coming,
the earth bloodless at my belly.
I waited and watched the river.
I was very still. You know how it is—
the stars closing their bright mouths,
the dew a gift on your lips.
You did not see me,
or my rifle,
blue as the dark. I saw you
step from the willows,
give your nose to the black water.
And you were beautiful. There is so much
blood in a thing—
yours welled up from the clean hole
I made in your heart and steamed
on the river stones,
and some washed down into the river,
where it swirled a moment,
and became the breath of fish.