Just Anybody, or Poem against the Crumbling of the Republic
Copyright © 2018 Joe Wilkins. Used with permission of the author. This poem originally appeared in The Southern Review, Summer 2018.
Copyright © 2018 Joe Wilkins. Used with permission of the author. This poem originally appeared in The Southern Review, Summer 2018.
When we were birds,
we veered & wheeled, we flapped & looped—
it's true, we flew. When we were birds,
we dined on tiny silver fish
& the watery hearts
of flowers. When we were birds
we sistered the dragonfly,
brothered the night-wise bat,
& sometimes when we were birds
we rose as high as we could go—
light cold & strange—
& when we opened our beaked mouths
sundown poured like wine
down our throats.
When we were birds
we worshipped trees, rivers, mountains,
In the blue dark I followed the ridge
toward the pines.
In a bowl of sage and dry grass
soft as the throat-hairs
of something small,
I lay down.
The sun was a long time coming,
the earth bloodless at my belly.
I waited and watched the river.
I was very still. You know how it is—
the stars closing their bright mouths,
the dew a gift on your lips.
You did not see me,
or my rifle,
blue as the dark. I saw you
step from the willows,
Old friend, are we there yet? You sat with me once, outside a dirty burger joint, a hard light at the windows. It was just about the ass crack of the afternoon, mountains in the distance, & I’d played a trick on you, or you’d played a trick on me, & the highway was a home to comings & goings, nothing to do with us. We had hours yet to drive. Old friend, how long should we sit here, breathing dust & gasoline, watching clouds gut themselves on the pines?