The Specious Present
I stared at the tiny xeroxed faces
we wore like blurry jokes
pinned to our lapels.
Outside, the light raked the dry brown foothills
we slid down on flattened cardboard boxes,
decades ago, out of control, fast,
fast as years.
I still love the California hills,
I still love boxes and the way a word
is a box. It holds things,
flotsam holding flotsam.
Be the void, said the strobe-light disco ball.
The red wine warmed in my hands, it
spilled on my bare feet as I danced
above the San Andreas Fault.
“Cathy,” they called me that night,
and in the reunion’s obsolete blear
I looked a little like a Cathy,
or a Nadia, unrecognizable save for the eyes
and the animal drive to throw herself
into a long line of aerial cartwheels,
propelled forward and upside down
past language into anachronistic light.
Copyright © 2023 by Catherine Barnett. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on November 22, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.