Presbyopia
Old eyes, but wiser, says the Greek. You lose sight of guide- lines: I before E, Every Good Boy Does Fine, Insert Tab A in Slot B. Things arrive, at this late date, unlabelled. All that book- learning a waste now--even your mate, at close range, blurs, becomes a surface with a taste. Unlettered, you take up jungle tactics, sniff and grope. You might regress to tom-toms, but who would answer? Puzzles crowd your path like carnivorous plants; your hand goes crazy, writing checks to New England Telepath and Faust National Bunk. Your grocery list asks for the "apple of life," then "ravishes, letups, grace." A meaning leans in with a wink--a wing-beat and it's off into the mist. Is a message mixed with all this mystery--advice from the next life for folks who are losing their focus on this one? Is your own hand the medium, patched in to paradise, scribe for Something Higher? If so, is it advisable to heed it-- "fix radiances, take out paupers"? Not likely, after the time spent getting sensible. Even uncoded, the Word will turn out some old saw, no doubt: "Love thy neighbor," or "Buy low, sell high." You'll try to apply it, but it won't win any prize. Suppose, though, there's a clue in the works, something useful. Like, "You there, heads up! Nothing on paper can save you! Watch that horizon, out where the sea might be." A tip to heed, if that's the reading. Indeed, you've had suspicions--glimpses of something gallumphing there, whiffs of the foul or fishy, creeping up the beach. You can almost see it now, like a squid, but bigger. Keep an eye out, while there's time to imagine alternatives. Keep reading the signs: "Deaf End," "Private Poverty," "Wet Pain..."
From The Land of Milk and Honey, by Sarah Getty, published by the University of South Carolina Press, 1996. Copyright © 1996 by Sarah Getty. All rights reserved. Used with permission.