Insomniami

^{The neon burns a hole in the night
and the Freon burns a hole in the sky
            —Dessa}

All night darkness
constructs its unquestioning citadel
of intrusive thoughts

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if you listen closely
you can hear
the rising waters whispers

if you cover your ears
you’ll hear it too

*

trapped in the seashell of night

*

chase the echo
to its origin

*

a useless lullaby
a rythme replacing
the unticking
digital clocks
counting my sleeplessness
in silence

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the shapelessness of waves
a watery sleep paralysis
gripping the city

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the high water mark
is reaching for the sky
and getting there

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new high rises rise
every day like shark teeth

a fire sale

get it while it’s hot
get that land
while it’s still land

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the world is burning you know

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all night you can hear them
building another goddamn stadium
while tearing down the house
around you as you sleep

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enough empty seats
for the displaced

an uncheering home crowd
longing for home

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enough hollow condos
for everyone
but it’s important
that they stay empty
they won’t say why

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hurricanes come through
like tourists
and suddenly
there are less homeless people

their names lost
to the larger one
of christened chaos

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night is a rosary of unanswered hours

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count them
count them
count them

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sometimes I’m grateful
for the light pollution

the smug stars
think they know everything

but their slow knowledge
is always late with its light

*

still

I consult the disdainful
horoscope to see what
they promise to promise

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Miami is obviously
a leo
(look it up)

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a drowning fire sign

pride pretending everything
is fine

I mean come on

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a backwards place

you can’t blame everything
on the Bermuda Triangle
but you can try

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swimming birds
and flying fish
burrowing owls

night sky
reflected in the water

becoming confused

a broth of clouds and corals

*

octopus conspire against us
limbed-brains learning
from our mistakes

our heirs
come too soon

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certainly
they’ll do better
with this city
than we did

*

this city
with its history of hurricanes
and fraud

*

one day
the neon
will burn out

and then what

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sun rises
like rent

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sun rises
like a flag

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sun rises
like the ocean

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I can’t sleep
but the city I love
can’t wake up