All the Love You’ve Got

              And now, having dismissed everyone as he 

wishes he could dismiss his own dreams that make each 

night restless—that same unswayable knowledge, and

the belief in it, that he is 

                                             king here, which means

being a stranger, at least outwardly, to even the least 

trace of doubt—after all of this, the king has stepped 

from the royal tent, is walking toward the sound 

of water, where the river must be. There’s the river, 

rivering south, 

                           as rivers tend to. Beside the river, 

two men are fucking. Young men. Almost too young 

to even know about fucking, thinks the king, who can’t 

help noticing how the men bring a somehow grace

to the business between them—a grace that some might 

confuse with love. But the king 

                                                         rarely makes mistakes, 

which is to say, he knows mercy when he sees it. What 

does mercy have to do with fucking? What does love

have to do with grace? What are dreams but the only

rivers memory knows how to make? There’s a kind of

music 

            to how the men routinely but unpredictably trade 

places entering and withdrawing from each other. It’s as if 

they’re singing a song that might go “I’m the king, no you’re 

the king and I’m the river, no you’re the river.” On and on,

like that. Leave them; they do 

                                                        no harm. The king making 

his slow, insomnia-ed way back. The night dark but not dark 

entirely: moonless, yes, but through the pines enough stars 

still visible. Whoever goes there,

                                                           let me pass. Beneath 

the brocaded cloak, each bead stitched to it by hand, 

beneath the cloak of some more breathable, lighter fabric 

beneath that, the king’s cock rests like tenderness itself 

against the king’s left thigh. How soft the stars look.