Was it odd to be born?
Was it odd to be born
when women wore rick-rack
& the sun was a bracelet of yes?
When wind bent dandelions in puffy winglets,
& wisdom did raise her voice & not say weed &
when the toad did raise its spikes at the same time
as federal codes
& the try-to-be-perfect raised its voice?
Did the clang of copper collectors & the too-many lawns
begin in Arizona
while peel-paint steeples rose over dirt for the prism
of progress,
minerals torn from mines with no mouths
but you had a mouth & sang early?
When nuclear testing began north of love
& the Remington computer was placed in office use,
when there was just as much beauty & sex as later,
while some lay down at drive-ins in Chevies on seats
the color of crushed
berries & phone calls went up to a dime?
When Congress loaned money to countries because their grains had
ancient fungus claviceps purpuria that caused
visions & swelling
under the silent claw of the predator?
Was shame in you born before beauty?
Was beauty was shame was beauty?
As white gravel spread under the white churches
as silver sequins on danceless
dresses tacked on each
“hanging by a thread”
like drops of sweat on horses at the city’s edge
while downcast daisies were mimicked on sisterly aprons
catching sugars from women making pudding from boxes
under swamp coolers
with slightly mildewy pads in a breeze
created for doing housework by yourself?
Was it odd to be born when two
types of purslane in the west were called weed,
even agave used to make soap,
though it was home to the yucca moth, central & sweet, its
terminal clusters piercing thunderheads over red pick-up trucks,
& lowly dogbane hiding from developers with sibling roots
of fungi with “no downsides to pesticides”
& florets like diamond periods on certain fonts
also were called weed?
Was it odd to be born near hillsides with radars
like baby ears of question marks
under the silent claw of the predator,
when mountains shook toward sabino canyons
& there was Jello salad at picnics?
Here from this century can you say
was it wild to be born?
Was there anything else like this, anything at all?
Copyright © 2025 by Brenda Hillman. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 27, 2025, by the Academy of American Poets.