I can’t control
the vanishing
of bees
but I can control
the honey I swallow
to soothe
the vocal cords
I can’t control boys
bully-tumbling
another boy
in the classroom
like they’re
in a mosh pit
but I can remember
rolling on hills
with boys being the bully
I can’t change my major
from drama to global peace
but I can write
similes of serenity
& poetic sermons
in temples
of matrimonial fanfare
I know the bombs, the explosives,
and Molotovs are overhead
and I can’t control
the lottery, the multiverses,
and tomorrow’s astrology
but whatever tarot card I pick
or whatever
gets thrown
at my face:
Hangman
or Fallen Towers
I can express
my weathering emotions
to sing while hoarse
to control air placement
to find the chakra
the right amount of air
to pass through my throat
oh sing with me
the octave between
blade & nectar
rubble & clouds
ash & mountain
Copyright © 2024 by Regie Cabico. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 30, 2024, by the Academy of American Poets.