paper dolls (for darnell arnoult)
perhaps
it is the joy of tomato sandwiches
the smell of jergens and jean nate
at thirteen
or our love still for grandmothers aunts
who enter rooms
largely sideways
hips broad enough
to use as sideboards
maybe it is the value
we place on duke’s mayonnaise
the sandwich spread for queens…
whatever wherever and for ever more
we are little girls
revisiting space
rebuilding houses
renaming mothers…
perhaps it is the secret
knotted inside the pleats of skirt hems
sewn along scarf edges
fringed secret whispers
that whisper a familiar smell…
whatever we become
sisters
stealing a moment
to cast word spells
undress our mothers
repaint their lips with anything red anything Italian
drench their heads with ancient clairol wisdom
anoint their hands with herstorical bronze
queen of the nile henna…
we reembrace
lace
full petticoats
white linen skirts
sailor dresses
patent leather
for the pretty pirates
swans
ballerinas
we will become…
perfumed necks
wrists adorned
in vintage memory
cut carefully
along the edges
of this madness
this magic…
we lie down
and wait for the moon
to trace us.