Interlude: The Mind of Hell
My ankles turn the mountain’s sweat
Back rippling one inch two with each
Step I take wading up the mountain
The brown sweat flowing down the mountain
Color or every skin tone merged
Eddies as if it were a mind
Of meat deciding not a mind
Of liquid on a mountain whether
Deciding at my ankles whether
To turn return to the sky-beached light
At the summit of the boiling mountain
The peak where no shade falls or gathers
To climb against the effortless
Fall to the summit from which light
Is wrenched like water from a stone
By heat that vaporizes rock
Conflicting the mind of Hell
That holds the rock together where
The vapor and willed rock meet
White light emerges from there Hell
Is lit that is not everywhere
Lit or to flow around my ankles
Down to the ditch at the base of the mountain
In which the new sweat would not raise
The level of the sweat already
Flowing but only thicken for
A moment only slow the sweat
Consumed by uncontested heat
A mind of liquid seeming almost
To turn from being liquid not to
Flow down but climb as with each step
I take I tear the living sweat
And with each step I take it screams
But I have lived a human life
And step and step and watch the sweat
For the shimmer I make tearing it
Excerpted from NEW AND COLLECTED HELL: A Poem by Shane McCrae. Published by Farrar, Straus and Giroux. Copyright © 2025 by Shane McCrae. All rights reserved.