From Graffiti Calculus “The Phenomenology of the Name,” 3. [In the parable]
In the parable, as the father sat waiting for his prodigal boy to return
to him, the mother surely
did not sequester herself in the tent, carving a hole in her heart.
You were avoiding home
and so began my hunt for you, to know who you were, inhaling
and tasting. Not just looking
but seeing. Like a cat attuned to the quick odd movement, a dog
nosing the trail, a dancer
stepping to her partner, I was a mother vibrating through the city
to your telling absence.
It’s not enough to say, if only I could give my angels charge over you
lest you dash your foot against a stone.
I had to find you. You had left your marks, first on my body, my heart,
and now on the city itself.
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