Blowjob (Vulgar Slang) (audio only)
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When no one’s around, a man could go 
all day, in the woods, and down by the lake, 
and into the house and back out in the garden, 
without zipping his pants. The belt 
holds them up, around his hips, 
secure as any loin cloth 
or lava-lava, the man is free 
and unobserved, observing the land 
Not once—not when I toppled, rigid, a
5'7" pine felled,
stiff as a board, a five and a half foot
plank, 16 x 32,
and not while I wallowed on the rug among
his oxygen tubes and my cane and his 8
wheelchair wheels, and not when I sat by his
hospice bed, chirping I’m fine!,
I don’t think the task of naming me
fell to my father because they thought
the sex of the child was decided by the sperm—
I don’t think they knew that. They thought that giving
a name was a big deal, so it should be
a man who did it—and my mother was grieving,
her Father in heaven had given her