if the cotton crop fails 
if the wheat crop fails 
if Oklahomans wander forever 
among the back lots of Hollywood 
if the potato crops fail 
if the corn crops fail 
if the sun corrodes a copper 
mirror our faces afloat 
above a crib in Guadalajara where the ceiling fan 
rends our voices 
and the secret lives of aloe roots  
confess to a window in feathers of ice 
then the bluebells yawning up in ruts 
of mining roads will measure the border wall 
in the serene apotheosis of their sepals
and one drop of my blood
will freeze in the eye 
of an old fox, and one drop 
from your eye thaw 
to feed the iris bulbs 
three beads from our lungs 
inhaled by a prisoner 
in the electric chair a queen 
in a fairy tale a farmer 
planting mines east of her field if 
the gears of the clouds say yes
if ants flow up and down the funnels 
of evolution 
then time will prism into its possibles 
and you’ll end up in a bar 
in Alabama a cherry in your mouth 
watching a hotel key 
float toward you 
or you’ll wake in a labyrinth 
called Monday                called Your Life 
called The Things You Prayed For
and your intricate decisions 
will lead you out and deeper in 
your mirrors dissolving in ghost water
and your indecisions will go on 
subtracting numbers from the garden 
and building houses in the air
Copyright © 2019 by Chad Sweeney. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on November 18, 2019, by the Academy of American Poets.