Relentless and unmitigated
by Allie Merola
Purveyors of dramatic declarations of place:
sit down. I have a proposal for you. Imagine
the body of America lying face-up, floating,
her left hand suspended in the Atlantic tide.
Imagine she lifts her right hand, dripping
with the frigid Pacific, and presses it onto her
chest to pledge allegiance. That’s where I’m
from—“The Heart of it All,” as our license plates
say—and if you still aren’t compelled, I could tell
you how this enormous, wet hand fell with a force
and a splash that made the Great Lakes, such is
her power. I could tell you that the runoff became
a meandering ribbon of mud called the Olentangy
river, the most beautiful thing I ever saw, swollen
with the polluted bodies of dead fish and people
still line up all day to catch them. Now are you
persuaded? How about this: they built Alum Creek
basin over a graveyard and flooded the air with water.
The soil became loose and unsettled. The bodies
rose to the surface to reintroduce themselves—a panic
attack disguised as a birthday party—and if you can see
the image I’m describing, open mouths and stiff hands
in the water, do you feel a quiver of complicity? To what
are you accountable if you try to take what you have inherited
seriously? I mean, in places like this, it’s easy to forget words
like ecstasy; you have to make it where you can. When I
saw the ocean for the last time, the blue-gray reminded me
of my stepmom’s Honda Odyssey minivan, and I haven’t stopped
laughing since. If you take love seriously, then what?