The Trouble with Reminiscing

by Sally Familia





 

I am soft. I dream too:

of tenderness.

The stench of sweat.

Of sunset paintings.

And women in love with bodies they call their own.

I dream of sitting in Helados Bon and trading plastic baseball caps with sticky fingers.

Of a tostada from that colmado next to the hospital I was born in.

I have a haiku in my mind that I never got to write.

I brought it with me.

An ode to plantain fincas.

A recollection.

I think we all feel like this.

Like the stars appear closer when life seems to be falling apart.

Like snow angels only fix heartache temporarily.

It could happen. I’ve seen a grown man rise up from the snowy driveway with a beaming smile on his face.

So I believe the tales that I tell myself.

At least the ones that reinvent the history that altered generations.

So I won’t forget you,

the origin of stories, the roots pressed below my feet, the softness of my land.







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