Anti / Violent 

by Makenna Sutter-Robinson

 

I am anti violence   but I punched the dashboard 

Of the car       on Friday 

But it’s Tuesday       and I am anti violence 

My boyfriend is training to fight in Afghanistan    but he is anti 

Violence too.      Once I broke my nail 

Straight in two        down the middle a clean 

Sever       His mom once slapped him 

Too tight of a shirt       Someone could think he’s gay 

She said it isn’t violence         If she only uses her hands

These small hands?          Can you not take these small hands?

I’ve only ever used         a shotgun on clay pigeons 

In the fourth grade my         hands were small but not 

Too small to hold a shotgun      and shoot 

But the smallness          and the gun 

Didn’t choose                      to be this small

To be this gun        

Once I fought            a man in my head

Took his eyes straight out      it wasn’t even bloody 

My mom reminded me        I’m anti violence 

When I told her                about the dream

My boyfriend said        she’s right you’re anti

Violence     But I kept the man’s eyes 



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