I heard myself in every cell the singer sang
The wind in the singer had to pass through her heart
When the queen ascended into view I was with her, hiding
In her darkness. When she fell from favor
I fell too. I governed
Myself with silence. I covered my wound
In my own naked body
I said no protest words when the stranger
Entered me. I’ll forget his face, I told myself
I closed my eyes and I did not forget it
Though it was many a good thing in spite of this
I did manage to forget: healing
Potions, songs, and secret sounds
The rose with its mouth like a child’s, asleep
Minaret, thorn, spire, steeple
Wishful flavor, exhausted people
Two cups of blood, one grain of sand
Receding flesh with your tooth in its hand
If I knew the words I would bid the mother of us all be seated
As it is I pull out a chair for my own mother to sit in
I offer her a cigarette
I light it for her in my mouth
Copyright © 2022 by Ariana Reines. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on June 24, 2022, by the Academy of American Poets.