Merry Christmas,
you are far away.

              Today I read

a story about a fawn
named Pippin
who was adopted

by a Great Dane
named Kate.

               Pippin is me.

Her baby spots
look like a white out
sneeze.

              You are Kate.

The white diamond on her chest
is exactly where her heart is.

              Don’t you love

how dogs are designed
this way? Don’t you think

              it’s odd
how humans haven’t
grown a new skin

to adapt
to our environment?
No tortoise shell, no chameleon
color. Only the emotional
layer. Let’s call it
the cry-a-dermis.

              Today I read

that when a cardinal
sees himself in the mirror
he tries to squawk
his reflection away.
The cardinal does not
migrate, packs no suitcase.
He has no need to load gifts
into the back seat
of the car and worry
about tearing
the foil paper.

              I learned

that when a bird
flies into your house
death is coming.
This is why nobody
invites the cardinal
home for the holidays.

Merry Christmas,
you are not here.

              There are only

so many things I can put
in the care package:

poems scented
like rose perfume
and toner, recipes for soup,

a clove cigarette
              half-smoked because
it’s too cold here
to finish it outside,

a clipping from the local paper
about a fight between
neighbors over shoveling snow
and a privacy fence
in the front yard.

I have so many things
to tell you.

Write me back.

I will tell you what
it will be like
               when I tell them to you.

From The Second Longest Day of the Year (Howling Bird Press, 2021) by Jean Prokott. Copyright © 2021 Jean Prokott. Reprinted by permission of the author.