We used to laugh and say he was naked and flying around with the stars
before he came down to be with us these days he says When I was dead
because naked means sexy and he’s not a baby knows what sex is
would rather be dead but I don’t want the word dead around my kids
or around any mother’s son so I say Honey, you were never dead
and he says Then I fell like a raindrop into your mouth and I say Yes
how the other morning I said Yes when he called fog a cloud on the ground
how he was formed is forming from rain in my mouth just as one day
I believe he will go out for sweets & come back just like that
for some boys like him it may be that easy to not be a cloud
called back to its rain place for salt tears not to fill the space
left in his wake
From Body of Work (Veliz Books, 2019). Copyright © 2019 by Tina Cane. Used with the permission of the author.