You want to know where you come from.
Aquí la noche da vueltas lentas
un zopilote
negro e inmenso
The night circles you
with its many eyes of fire.
Below you the ground
is a vast accumulation.
You scry into an emptiness
where everything blinks back,
a thousand bodies of memory
buzzing through darkness,
a great swarm
that descends, eating the violets, lilies, aguacates . . .
All reflections consumed, the eclipse cuts even
your shadow.
You are the lost daughter of Xibalba.
Can’t you see the scythe
swinging from your footsteps,
a thousand deaths in every direction?
From Dream of Xibalba (Orison Books, 2023) by Stephanie Adams-Santos. Copyright © 2023 by Stephanie Adams-Santos. Reprinted with the permission of the author.