your enemy has
the weather dominator
& you trying
to shoot at clouds.
strategy is more than
what the opposing team
releases publicly.
this seems like a given,
but not
by the way we act.
we see war as a narrative
of stickers that glow in the dark.
written history fixated
on the parts
that serve our future defeat.
detailery camouflages
the battles we’re losing
each time we feel
like we’ve won a point.
made our case.
told someone off
& got their goat
etc etc.
or maybe we still don’t see this war,
because we have hulu without commercials.
because we already booked
tickets to burning man.
because we got funner things to do
than read what section of
the art of war this is from.
what instruments are we using
that misdiagnose these signs?
how is there no doppler
for the slight between friends
that ends communities?
why are we looking for catapults
in the middle of crowded shelters?
I wake up every day
and watch masses
fight over bedazzled scraps
while the source
drains into
the mouths of monsters.
I watch the screen
and folks can’t be bothered outside
the realm of petty resentments.
I walk the world and too few
hear the weapon coming
gestating through civilizations,
hidden within distractions,
en route
to all the places
we’ve failed to protect
from unintended consequences.
all the choices we thought
were just having a laugh.
every strike we’ve felt entitled to
in our bathtubs of pain.
a reckoning on the cusp
of irreversible.
the signal to acknowledge
the weight of scale before
the sale becomes final.
From Well Played (Not a Cult, 2020) by Beau Sia. Copyright © 2020 by Beau Sia. Used with the permission of the publisher.