First war She polishes the spine of her own
flesh Tethered nerve strangling cord She
burial mounds She rituals She
corn stalks in rustling fields Nothing tribe
nothing sex Rock for riverbed Notched
with flint Second war She needs less Sequoia
burns Cities In her body wrappings
of bodies She debates running She debates peeling
skin She stops debating begins praying without
knees Not for rain Prays rain Holy nothing
unlaces nothing remembered nothing
forgiven— Come others Third war
She is a void in the particle machine She is dust
Fourth war she loses the need for water She loses
all taste Rain brings each earthwormed corpse Nothing
ugly Turn not Her face from the dead She
resurgence She fable of bee boxes
& honey She ark of some lost territory
of animals She zebras She aardvarks
She dredges the flooded streets of her the gutters
Fifth war She grows stronger All that can be
taken she takes All that can be eaten
she swallows All that can be broken she
pulls into her belly & releases Nothing is whole
Sixth war She loses her appetite Her bones brittle
The cabbage in the broth bitters She
pulls from ribcages Hearts Uses them
as weapons Seventh war The cord she began with
Nothing like a noose She would rest Longs for nothing
but rest Each threaded backbone slips its knot Nothing
transforms She wants to tell you this is the end She wants
From Girl with a Death Mask (Indiana University Press, 2018). Copyright © 2018 by Jennifer Givhan. Used with the permission of the author.