for my trans and nonbinary students crossing the stage at Lavender Graduation
Maybe it was you learning to walk home
cross-wise, your own safety valve.
You, who trained a tongue
chosen name, listening for reflection to speak
back. You, I’m calling you,
grew yourself at argument’s end,
slept borrowed and burned. Who
filled in space of the wisecrack, who
emptied the sidewalk, who
cleared the toxic table.
You breathed down your own street, rose tall, stitched. Built your own table, lit candles for the living who couldn’t make it back. The invitations, the city, the hauntings and the hatchets, the you, the you, the you walking home safe, opening the door, setting the table for company.
Copyright © 2018 by Ching-In Chen. Originally appeared in Origins Journal (April 2018). Reprinted by permission of the author.