When he finally brought the hammer down
One half-inch from my mother’s face
The hole in the wall
Wide as a silver dollar
I was close enough
Huddled there
In the folds of her lap
Her arms wet with sweat and crossed
Against my back
And since from the room
All sound had gone
I was clear enough to see
Inside the cracked plaster:
A river delta, fractured,
Branching off and becoming
The sea. . . Or, a tiny moon
On a shore of white sand,
The tide lapping it in foam and tugging—No,
Twelve dead presidents perched there
Each with the face of my father—
Tight-lipped, vacant-eyed—
Scanning the field for a body to mark
Then locking in on her knee-bent dread—
Ordinary, mammary—
A yellow suckling heavy on her tit. . . No,
I think it was her one good eye
Refusing to blink,
Scaling the bare-white wall
At the core of the mind
(not measuring its height)
Then circling a waterless well
In a desert without sand,
Unnumbered sisters before her
Caught in the belly of the boats—
Where there was too much sound to hear,
Though only one voice, one cry—
Their dark arms like trellised vines
Crossed and reaching.
Copyright © 2016 by Charif Shanahan. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 1, 2016, by the Academy of American Poets.