Crepuscular,
I freefall to evening.
Moon that unfurls like a simple mariposa
Marbled & flamboyant seed.
I felt so much pressure to be
Abundant. I plead for something
In green fields extravagant. What
Temples trace mosquitos of this embrace? Sentient filaments, & every strand
Astonished by a canopy
Of decomposing craft, even the cuir lattice. When I want
To cry another noche like a fringe star, I
Pool amorphous beasts
Back into organs. Some temples
Don’t feel sinister: “God
Is Change.” Me at seventeen
Stitching my wet way
Upstream, arroyo, another
Wrinkle in the gold
Mine. At dawn the veil
Tessellates: LOVE-BRIGHT-LOVE-BRIGHT-LOCK-LILY-OIL.
Even then I kept
Busy with all this traffic . . .
That’s why I wander like this.
Copyright © 2024 Oliver Baez Bendorf. From Consider the Rooster by Oliver Baez Bendorf (Nightboat Books, 2024). Used with the permission of The Permissions Company, LLC on behalf of Nightboat Books.