I have longed to say My people
Not because I was born
Of two peoples, of blue
Tiled walls and strip malls.
Not because I don’t know
Where I belong, or
With whom, or worse
“Who I am”
As onlookers have
In their pity proclaimed,
The lovers, too,
After they’ve exited
My body which they felt
Emboldened to name. I
Have wanted to say My people
And to be clear
To all people, to any you
Imagined by the mind
Of an embodied you
That was also first imagined.
I am interested in repair
Without shame. I am
Interested in restitution
With anger. I am
Interested in anger
As love, in having
Anyone who hears the phrase
See it vanish into the edge
Of what they know, to know
How far I mean it to reach—
My people
As redundancy, as symbol
Of the first truth,
Immutable, almost
Banal in its assertion:
If you are on this earth,
You are of this earth.
"My People” from TRACE EVIDENCE by Charif Shanahan. Copyright © 2023 Charif Shanahan. Published with permission of the publisher, Tin House, an imprint of Zando, LLC.