When I wait
for my father, the stars
disappear. Only bats
dart and flutter,
hungry for the hum
of mosquitos, thick
as honey. Their bright
sting lingers and jumps
like electricity can.
It’s looking for a body.
He didn’t say
how production
stopped when the volt
distribution panel was
cleaned of calf and hip.
No matter how hot
the summer was, my father
said it was nothing compared
to coke, spelled coal. The way it
penetrated his skin like the breathlessness of asphalt
and the charcoal briquettes he set fire to—
the sizzle and curl of chicken skin
rubbed with paprika, salt, and black pepper.
The acrid spray of vinegar when turned and sealed
under lid. I stood next to the heat,
a sticky sheen of smoke,
and I wanted to eat.
Copyright © 2023 by Monica Rico. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 13, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.