—after Psalm 89, lines 26–35
Is it that I have had a richness  
of choices, have I gazelled  
sideways from one riverstone to the next? 
         Or has this been a series  
         of false starts— 
         the hoof withdrawn  
         at the slightest snow? 
         January’s Wolf Moon calls her pups  
         into the night—marks  
their necessary kill. We all 
need to eat 
even in snow—hoof paused  
over the water—my heart says 
trust—my tracks say  
doubt 
Copyright © 2023 by Donna Spruijt-Metz. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on November 7, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.