She, being the midwife 
and your mother’s 
longtime friend, said 
I see a heart; can you 
see it? And on the grey 
display of the ultrasound 
there you were as you were, 
our nugget, in that moment 
becoming a shrimp 
or a comma punctuating 
the whole of my life, separating 
its parts—before and after—, 
a shrimp in the sea 
of your mother, and I couldn’t 
help but see the fast 
beating of your heart 
translated on that screen 
and think and say to her, 
to the room, to your mother, 
to myself It looks like 
a twinkling star. 
I imagine I’m not 
the first to say that either. 
Unlike the first moments 
of my every day, 
the new of seeing you was the first 
—deserving of the definite article— 
moment I saw a star 
at once so small and so 
big, so close and getting closer 
every day, I pray. 
Copyright © 2019 by Sean Hill. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 13, 2019, by the Academy of American Poets.