After Escher
Twenty-five summers ago
I wrote a poem about the summer ending,
the shadows lengthening, and the light
gone soft and elegiac
like the end of a love song.
It joined roughly a million poems
written that summer alone
on the same subject, but in Spanish
or Japanese, or Swahili,
always the same thing, same shadows
lengthening, same soft light,
and I ended my poem, twenty five years ago,
by saying that the back of my hand
had begun to look like a dead leaf
or the back of someone else’s hand.
And this is just a shout out to say
to that version of me, a quarter
century ago, that the hand in question
looks even more like a dead leaf, even more
like the back of someone else’s hand,
but—and this is crucial, the importance
of this next observation cannot
be overstated—the strange old hand
is still here, still enduring, still writing itself
into itself.
Copyright © 2026 by George Bilgere. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 13, 2026, by the Academy of American Poets.
“In the summer of 2000, I was about to turn fifty. I wrote a poem called ‘August,’ about the summer ending and my awareness of growing older. Here’s how the poem ends: ‘Across the sidewalk, the swimsuits / are piled on the sale table, / and the back of your hand, / which you thought you knew, / has begun to look like an old leaf. / Or the back of someone else’s hand.’ This past summer, as I was about to turn seventy-five, I happened to reread ‘August,’ and responded to it with ‘After Escher,’ alluding to his image of two hands creating each other.”
—George Bilgere