Before the wick rejects 
the flame; before the glass salts 
the waters, or the rental en route 
to your funeral stalls, I worry 
the dog isn’t getting enough sun, 
& it is midnight but we step out 
anyway onto summer’s chow 
tongue. Clouds extend the glare 
of lightning far off. Before phlox 
heads drop, the dog sinks 
the anthill gathered full & quick 
at the ceiba’s trunk. Nothing swarms 
his leg or the river he pisses 
into the heart like a god, no arthropod 
island, no insect bridge of grappled 
spurs. Before sunrise, I turn 
a burner high in anticipation, olive oil 
dollop ready to smother the pan, 
when a moth plummets to the blushing 
element. Wings immediately 
charred. Let me tell you, 
more than once in a parked car 
I’ve held the searing buckle 
to my chest—before drivethrus, 
before driveways, drivel down 
philtrum; before the beach, crushing 
indistinguishable mounds 
in bare feet, a horse conch’s crown 
tearing skin. Even anaphora 
can’t coax the future. You said, Ay mija, 
are you crying again? before dusk 
revealed the hook in the pelican’s beak. 
Copyright © 2020 by Jessica Guzman. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on January 29, 2020, by the Academy of American Poets.