Shocks and Changes

Summoned at three, I soothe my daughter’s cries

and, turning back toward bed, turn off her light.

Out of the dark, a galaxy appears,

pale stars scattered across the plaster skies

by some other child who thought this room at night

would be his always. The moons, the meteors—

all his hours spent peeling and arranging—

for two years now have hung above my head

entirely unnoticed. The old wives’ tale

says all the stars whose light we see are dead,

but that’s not true. We fail to see them changing

as they change. And on this closer, human scale

and present tense, this room, this child I’ve kissed,

this night will always and never quite exist.

Credit

From Still Life with Mother and Knife (Louisiana State University Press, 2019) by Chelsea Rathburn. Copyright © 2019 by Chelsea Rathburn. Used with the permission of the author.