Resistors
I just felt like he was fighting us with his machine.
—Nellie Jo David
In Guadalajara to see where Motorola took the line
my grandmother worked on, I can’t find the site
but spend the days in naves of a deconsecrated church
looking up at frescoes by Orozco. Here is a horse:
a tow chain for tail, train piston for hock & hoof.
Over murdered Mexica, Cortez stands: lug nut hips
& kneecaps, gauntleted hand at the sword hilt, silver
as a knot of solder. Opposite him: the Franciscan
& his Latin cross—miter-sawed angles hewn down
to dagger point—& an angel in assembly-line armor
lifting a bloodied banner with the stenciled letters
of an alphabet, the one I must have started learning,
sing-song in the pitch & timbre of milk teeth, at 48th
& Willetta, a one-bedroom duplex west of Papago’s
greasewood & buttes of sandstone & a block down
from the Motorola where my grandmother punched
in nights to look after a conveyor of semiconductors—
those nascent ancient rotaries strung up to starlight
& empire (gaslighting like that Gast painting of progress
& whiteness wrapped in telegraph wire, lithe & looping
as cake shop box string). No wall on O’odham land,
I hear the woman today protest from the bucket
of a front-end loader—a Caterpillar, by her presence,
dumbstruck on tread wheels tall as vault doors, its maw
metal hollow, a confessional or old Mountain Bell
phone booth she stepped into amid the felled saguaro
& ribs of organ pipe. Her body where dirt goes says
her body is the land the wall wants to eat. I stream this—
download by data plan, by bandwidth, from the cloud
servers deep in their grid deserts to the crystalline
& rare earth minerals making my cell phone
black box theater, making her code, making her
algorithm—both soprano & Mario Savio—the solder
seemingly quantum leap from soldada & solidarity.
Still, I remember the ram’s horn baritone in my nana’s
King James, imagine her driving those years with riders
to shepherd the sound through solid state & know
the harder truth: the defiant mic this woman makes,
resonates with her body beneath the digger’s teeth.
Copyright © 2022 by Brandon Som. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on November 15, 2022, by the Academy of American Poets.
“I wrote this poem while researching the factory line my Chicana grandmother worked on for thirty years at a Motorola plant in Phoenix, where she inspected semiconductors, some of which were used in the first cell phones. The poem considers the resistor—a device of resistance. Reflecting on what it means to resist, the poem celebrates Amber Ortega and Nellie Jo David, two Indigenous activists who, in September 2020, stopped border wall construction in southern Arizona by peacefully protesting and physically obstructing the bulldozers from destroying protected and sacred lands.”
—Brandon Som