Photograph: Betty, Bobbie, & Moonsie
Aunt Betty is a bald-headed toddler held close to Moonsie.
My mother Bobbie is an infant in Moonsie’s arms.
Moonsie stares at the camera unsmiling. As to say
gon’ head let’s be done with this; or maybe she believed
the camera would capture her soul. Moonsie shaved
all of Betty’s hair off when she was a girl.
Took her into a cornfield at moonlight.
A man was there. She said, stay here.
The stalks of corn must have played cruel tricks.
She must have closed her eyes but could still see them.
Maybe that man was her daddy. Maybe my mother’s
daddy was my classmate’s granddaddy, but maybe
he wasn’t. Maybe Moonsie regretted marrying
the man she had met just two weeks prior
on her parents’ porch. She’d rather hold a grudge
than drop it. There’s time for forgiveness later.
From Only Believe (The Word Works, 2024) by Jennifer Bartell Boykin. Copyright © 2024 Jennifer Bartell Boykin. Reprinted with permission of the publisher and the poet.