The Past Suffers Too
The bumper sticker says Live In The Moment! on a Jeep that cuts me off. I’m working to forget it, to let go of everything but the wheel in my hands, as a road connects two cities without forcing them to touch. When I drive by something, does it sway toward me or away? Does it slip into the past or dance nervously in place? The past suffers from anxiety too. It goes underground, emerging once in a blue moon to hiss. I hear the grass never saying a word. I hear it spreading its arms across each grave & barely catch a name. My dying wish is scattering now before every planet. I want places to look forward to. Listen: the earth is a thin voice in a headset. It’s whispering breathe... breathe... but who believes in going back?
Credit
Copyright © 2018 by Ben Purkert. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 2, 2018, by the Academy of American Poets.
About this Poem
“I had a teacher who used to say a poem should never end with a question. But over time, I’ve come to believe that all poems should extend out toward some greater uncertainty, rather than slamming the door shut. Now when I write, I try to avoid thinking I can resolve something. I’m more interested in what can’t be resolved.”
—Ben Purkert
Date Published
03/02/2018