Owed to Ankle Weights
Far as we could tell, Mark dreamt
of weightlessness & little else,
an entire career built upon
leapfrogging elephants
& lesser men. Though he
never deployed this exact
imagery in a public speech
or more casual tête-à-tête
over hot fries & Powerade,
the dream was well- known
throughout the jailhouse
beige middle school hallways
we bolted through.
Mark wears ankle weights
every day because that
is what ballers do
when they are serious,
& Mark is very serious
when it comes to
the business of giving
out buckets as a kind
of spiritual practice, ascension
under control, an outlet
pass flying language-like
across the length
of the court, Mark
catching the so-worn
-it’s-almost-gold
sphere in his dominant
palm, switching
to the left without what most
would call thought, soaring
like an invocation
to the cylinder & the crowd
leaps right along with him.
Hands aloft in awe
of the boy who must have
some falcon in his blood
-line somewhere, the sheer
eloquence of his movement
enough to make them forget
whatever heaviness like a second
skeleton held them flush to the ground
that day, whatever slight or malice
born in silence by necessity
simply melts, falls like a man
made of flowers to the floor.
When we closed our eyes
that year we all saw the same
fecund emptiness staring
back, imagined all we could
hammer our bodies into by way
of pure repetition: sprinting
to the bodega for Peanut Chews
before the cheese bus could leave
us behind, toting little
brothers all the way up
past the third flight
with no break for breath,
jumping rope with the girls by
the hydrant by the hardware
store at least once a week,
two-pound silver bricks
strapped to each leg,
tucked as if contraband
or some secret knowledge
into the lips of our lucky
socks, all that kept us
from drowning.
From Owed (Penguin Poets, 2020). Copyright © 2020 Joshua Bennett. Used with permission of the author and Penguin Random House