No One Speaks of How Tendrils Feed on the Fruits
no one speaks of how tendrils feed on the fruits
of my demise these dead hands for instance that alight phlox
wild strawberry and pine this is my body out of context rotting in the wrong hemisphere
I died so all my enemies would tremble at my murmur how it populates their homes
so I could say to the nearest fellow dead person I know more than
all my living foes I’ve derived sun-fed design for once from
closing my oak eyes now they’ll never snare the civilian
pullulating my throat
Copyright © 2019 by Xan Phillips. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on June 26, 2019, by the Academy of American Poets.
“There is a war being waged on my generation, and a part of it demands the draining and depletion of our natural world with no concern for sustainability, or generations to come. In considering America to be a unity of haunted states, I often speculate joining the ranks. Death in America feels as proximal as missing a utility bill. When I face my fear of decay in body and spirit, I find that the earth lavishes me with flora. The poem was born in me en route to a doctor's visit, for which I had no insurance.”
—Xan Phillips