A Moment Alone
Sycorax
As if someone blew against the back of my neck,
I writhed up, becoming a wind myself, 
and I flowed out the window of my bedroom.
Maybe I also emitted a moan over the croaking 
of the frogs that night. Then I raised my arms 
to the clouds, rooting my feet deep in the soil. 
A stretch, I called it. 
Now—pure nature in the night, 
too sway-of-the-trees wise to worry about men—
I opened my nightgown but offered nothing 
to anyone. This is for me, I said aloud to the night. 
People would have laughed had they seen me 
out their windows, naked but for my nightgown 
flapping: I was small but the conviction of my stance 
would’ve made me seem immense, framed 
through their windows. Without my clothes 
I was a world of possibility, more than a desire. 
I, knowing better, I ought to mind my place, 
I ought to walk like a lady, 
I ought to demure myself to make him feel stronger, 
I ought to mourn him when 
he is gone. But every word I spoke to the wind 
carried to him the scent of his regrets. 
Every word blew through the night, 
a breeze of my indifference. 
Copyright © 2020 by A. Van Jordan. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on February 28, 2020 by the Academy of American Poets.
“In The Tempest, the relationship between Prospero and Caliban’s mother, Sycorax, is a bit of a mystery. Supposedly, Prospero only knew her by rumor, but he knows a bit too much about her and has too much animus toward her for them never to have, at least, met. The collection of poems, When I Waked I Cried to Dream Again, explores Sycorax’s relationship with Caliban and her history with Prospero.”
—A. Van Jordan
 
      