Letter 6

This has become of and not of; or we can only know
another’s pain from their verbal or physical action; or
you have to open your eyes before you can close them.

I believe in the new measurements:
a tablespoon of hair, an inch of blood.

You’ll want to write this down.

Kissing him was not intuitive.
Slicing open a fish was not intuitive.
To kiss him while he sliced
open a fish was intuitive.

I read somewhere that pilots see better, in part, because they are asked to.

Later, I’ll remember it as: A girl pretends she is lost so strangers
will go door to door with her,
seeking her apartment. My mother pretends not to know me.

My eyes half envision you, but
the way you appeared to me, roughly, is not sacred.
Pretend you weren’t asked here at all.

Credit

Copyright © 2024 by Pavneet Singh. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on October 9, 2024, by the Academy of American Poets.

About this Poem

“I have always been fascinated with the accuracy and inaccuracy of memory, and how we create stories from the fog of memory, haltingly, sometimes inartfully, and always overlaid by the desire to be understood. This poem has its origins in the recollection of a new memory that was wholly unremarkable, yet startling in its arrival.”
—Pavneet Singh