Lenoir
My uncles are the tallest men I know.
Every doorway a chance to bow
Their heads, they love the Lord.
Skin so dark their last name is Lenoir.
Imagine growing up Black
In Louisiana with a name that French
But only able to pass for night.
By the time each one hits thirteen,
He’s picked enough cotton for me
To think of blisters when I wear
A new shirt. At fourteen, he thinks
Of six feet with nostalgia.
When I was small, I’d walk
Those fields with them in that sun.
I’d tilt and tilt my head to find
Their faces but end up blinded—
Too much light around
The darkness up there. I saw
Women see them. I’d see women
Quake. I didn’t understand that
My uncles were not gods. None
Of them seemed to fit in a chair.
I mean I don’t think they ever
Relaxed. Some men are so Black
You can’t see them. Or you can’t
Bear to look out of fear of not
Measuring up. I’m only half an inch
Over six feet. I am what this century
Calls a man. When you think your job
Is to look out for your baby sister,
You show her kids how to look out
For themselves. My baby sister has
No kids. My uncles tell great stories.
The Black man is always the hero.
When one dies, we speak of him
In present tense—one gets murdered
In Vietnam one gets shot
On Madison Avenue one elected
City councilman a principal a deacon
A yellow school bus driver
With bone cancer a man
With more wives than children
A deacon a man with more children
Than he can remember a mason
A deacon. I should mention
The mean things they did.
No grave is deep enough.
The Black man is always the hero.
He will walk you to the edge of a field,
Squat close so you can hear him,
And point, saying everything
Your grandfather planted, everything
His children reaped, all this is yours.
You have to grow
Into it, your legs stretching out along
The floor and farther beyond as you
Fall asleep in the best chair you got.
Copyright © 2023 by Jericho Brown. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on December 18, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.
“I’ve spent most of my life trying to write about my uncles and how they are in life what magical realism is in literature. I cannot think of them without thinking of the fact that Black men are a history of which I can be proud and to which I contribute.”
—Jericho Brown